Hmm...coincidence? I don't think so.

It's after midnight on Saturday which means it's tomorrow and now Sunday. Today I am going to church for the first time in about three years. I have a bad habit of getting upset with what's going on at a church and just never going back. I want to go to church for peace not strife. I don't think that's too much to ask. I've been thinking and praying about this for a couple of months. Carley doesn't even remember much of when we went to church. One day we were driving down the road and she said, "Mommy what are the buildings with the big tees on top of them?" That hit me pretty hard. We talk about God and faith at home, sure, but it's not enough. So, I've been coming to this decision that I need to get back in to church and not be so worried about what people are doing or thinking, but instead just worry about being obedient to God. It's pretty simple- He wants me to go to church. So I gotta. I was wondering which church I would visit when out of the blue (and I've never mentioned what's been going on in my head to him) Jay tells me one of the guys he works with is a pastor and invited him to church. "Maybe you'd like to go with me?" I was shocked because he is like me and doesn't like the drama that goes along with people at church. I was really happy though and I just don't think it's a coincidence that it worked out like that. I'm very hopeful about what tomorrow, well okay, today might bring.